I wanted to emphasise that my poems are just that – a succinct way of expressing profound thoughts and feelings
One of the biggest problems about self-harm is its taboo status. Very recently the tragedy of it hit the headlines.
Two days ago I experienced a distancing between brain and body. I knew I was dissociating. What was happening? Why was it happening? How did it feel? I’ve certainly experienced similar situations before. But why this time? What had caused it? social / sensory overload; being out and about in different situations I describe this more fully in my blog on Social Overload, but basically I’d had a couple of days where things like noise / unwanted physical contact were overwhelming me Why was I experiencing it? my brain just needed to let me know that I’d pushed it too far dissociation can play a big part in Borderline Personality Disorder the trauma I experienced in my past have set up my fight or flight response to ‘flight’ by default; this ‘flight’ usually takes the form of complete shutting down of my brain functioning to the extent that it doesn’t relate to my body How did it feel? extreme tiredness